What a Glorious Feeling

Submitted by admin on November 3, 2009 - 6:59 am

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Bonjour! !

Yesterday was one of those great days where everything just seems to line up. I don’t know if it was the full moon in Taurus (I like to think the moon is pulling for me) or just a subtle shift in my energy, but things are lining up and life just seems to keep getting better and better.

I can’t really go into all the details of the how’s, why’s and what’s just yet – in order to not divulge too much about the who’s – but things are going great. I am getting so many breakthrough accomplisments with Duchess, with my writing and with my move back to Los Angeles. I have the best friends in the world, such great family and am just feeling really optimistic and excited about the future. Too many things are lining up – too many seemingly random people and events are popping into my life and my expereince over the past month that, even on my best days,  I could hardly envision life being this good and feeling this happy again.

It’s challenging sometimes when we’re in the dark valleys of our life expereince, holed up in a cacoon – trying to repair and grow, to ever truly believe we can be happy and healthy again. It’s been literally years of very challenging growth for me. About three to be exact. And while there were a few very distinct highlights in those three years, the general tone has been of some dramatic healing and isolation. For a girl who’d been coupled up for ten years, that was tough thing to do – being so alone.

But through it, came now, which is so much better then I ever could’ve thought I’d feel just a few years back. I’m happy with my work, with myself and with my relationships. I feel surrounded by a lot of love and I feel like because I’m finally happy again, I have a lot more real love to offer my relationships. Not because I need to be loved back, but because I have enough to share. And the great thing is, it doesn’t mean I have to be alone either. I can finally be in a place where I am happy with myself, but also may be getting a relationship too – one that’s healthy and happy – and that is amazing. Because I really love having a person in my life, for all my time alone, which I appreciated, I like sharing my life with someone – so long as he’s the right someone. And the right someone is always a man who makes you feel your best, and that you bring out the best in him – someone who is as committed to trying, to communicating and to growing with you as you are with them.

Enough already!!

Here is my quote for the day, and it’s a song. I love this movie. I love it because it’s fun, it’s cute, it’s simple and it’s about a cynical man who ends up finding love in the most unlikely of situations. The ways in which life brings us together, in love, in friendship and in career, is truly unpredicatible. As it’s been said, The “how” truly is the domain of the universe. Don’t worry about how it will happy, life is stranger then any fiction you could doctor up anyway. I love this movie, I love this song, and I will leave you with it:

Singin in the Rain